On a brighter note, things are looking up in the job hunting department for me so hopefully things follow through and then I can go wild on Christmas gifts for my family lol that's my favorite part about Christmas seeing my little cousins go crazy opening gifts. Last year i got all of them (5 cousins under 13) books and at first it was so funny cause they all did that "oh cool thanks jess" fake I love your gifts response lmao but when all the other presents were opened they all went back to the books and noticed that they were not normal books, they had games and pop ups and all kinds of cool stuff and then I saw that look in their eyes like okay this is pretty cool. I still beam when I think about it. I love books so it's best to get them while they're young and teach them books are cool lol!
I also put the Christmas tree up a few days ago and my cats are loving the tree skirt.
My new obsession, gallery glass; fairies, angels and dragons... I'm a kid at heart what can I say?
I've mentioned the free masons and the Illuminati and other aspects of what's going on in the world in terms of swine flu and so on in one of my other blogs before but since I'm trimming the places I blog at and kinda reconstructing whats going to be on my remaining blogs I'm going to be putting more information as I learn it on here as well. The vast majority of people I come in contact with are clueless about the masons and all that the government is doing to enslave the human race. Over the last few months I've learned things about my country and the world... universe, I/we live in and it's essentially caused my mind to first explode and then expand because as much as we've been taught to believe and taught to ignore there is still so much more information available to us that you can never really prepare yourself for. Like the chemtrails and people controlling the weather about how a law has already been passed to ban the selling of vitamins and minerals it's just not being enforced yet. The government wants to force the population into submission and they want to dumb us down and kill us. You think it's a joke right... that I'm crazy and all these other people that believe it are crazy well trust me I wish that could be the case but truth is truth and unlike the masons and our government I don't want to force anything on anyone. All I want, all I hope for is that people start thinking for themselves and questioning things. Once you open your eyes to all that's really in front of you, you'll want the same thing for others.
The first time I heard a Bon Iver song I though hmm... okay different but pretty cool. Yet it didn't quite sink in until a month or two later when I herd Ellie Gouldings cover of Wolves and then I downloaded the original Bon Iver (Real name Justin Vernon) version. It's the kind of music your soul has to be ready and in the mood for. It's so blissful and painful and soothing. Ah I just love the music, it's not just the voice... it's the chords and the lyrics and all of it put together that make the whole album seem like on united collection, like a book written in music notes and each song is a different chapter in the same story. Wolves, Skinny Love, Blood Bank, For Emma and Lump Sum are my top 5 favorites but every song of his is locked into my mp3! You might not be ready for him yet but when you are this album will feel like a piece of you you'd lost and it will metaphorically fill your heart!
So I've been out of it the last few months. Don't really want to elaborate. I've recently gotten into gallery glass which is what the above and below pictures are, they are gallery glass designs I've done, the above picture is an Amy brown fairies and the below picture is like a fairies I have on a t-shirt. It's basically just like painting your own sun catchers pretty much.
I dyed my hair black with a blue/purple hue, It's a really lovely color just maybe not the best for skin cause it makes me look even paler then usual but it's good till I need another change.
I also happen to LOVE mango's, I prefer the frozen kind and for my 21st birthday (which went horribly wrong per usual and was full of unwanted drama entirely unrelated to me) I decided to make a vodka mango smoothie which was so delicious and yummy. Also a look inside my unhealthy freezer :D
One thing that did go well for my birthday was that I got my scorpion tattoo! This is not a very good picture but I don't feel like hooking my camera up to the computer anytime soon but this was taken on the 14Th and now my tattoo is 7 days old! It was my first tattoo but certainly not my last, in fact it was so tolerable I got a second one right away of a small peace bird crying on my left shoulder. Those pictures are even darker and sadly I let it get a little dry one night while I was sleeping and some of it cracked so it needs retouching but no biggie. I've also been in a massive pursuit of the perfect angel wing tattoo. An I found it finally on a wanna be suicide girl website tramp stamped on the back of some girl moonlighting as "Angel" and as soon as I've got the money it'll be my tramp stamp as well. have a look: 
