Mosaic Abstract

The above artwork is all by Kathleen Jones, It's amazing isn't it!

Love Yourself

Okay so something happened today that really pissed me off. At first you know I was like so what, I could care less what this skinny chick thinks. whatever. Then soon after a few other people jumped in it and started calling me a whale and saying I was insecure cause I only had 1 body shot on this website right and I stood my ground and was like I've got curves and brains and I'm content so keep on running your mouth it's not going to weigh me down like the hate in your hearts. I was happy with that line lol and you know eventually it stopped and I was determined to stay till they all left right cause no one is going to run me off!

Then you know I actually started to feel bad and just got real depressed there for a minute like shit it just got me down you know and then I got mad like who the hell are these stupid ignorant people to get me down on myself. I'm a good person, I'm fun and I've got a great personality and I'm cool with everyone I do my best to not judge anyone and I encourage diversity and uniqueness and you know I am pretty content and secure with myself so why did a 20 minute conversation with a bunch of hateful strangers get me so down?

I wish I had the answer but it really fired me up that those people did get to me. So yea I'm overweight, so what. I'm still beautiful and I still feel sexy and love my body, how many skinny girls with near perfect bodies can say they love their bodies? I have friends of all shapes and sizes and I tell you what when I go shopping with them it's always my skinny friends that break down in the dressing room or go into an immediate impenetrable depression when they have to go up a size in jeans. Now that tells me that women of all shapes and sizes and weights have some type of body insecurities and that we all feel the pressure from the media and our culture to be thin.

It's easier for a bigger girl to come to terms with her weight cause she has more cushion to fall back on but for a skinner girl 5 pounds is the difference between beautiful and disgusting. I feel for all women that go through this. What we all need to do as females is learn to except or bodies the way they are, whether you are a naturally skinny girl that can't gain weight or a big boned girl that can't loose weight. If we were all meant to be the same size we would be but just like there are different colors and shapes of fruit and vegetables there are different colors and shapes of beautiful women in this world and we need to embrace ourselves and love our bodies and not break each other down!

So I'm actually glad this happened today because yes It got me down for a minute but I got back up stronger and more confident in myself. I wish more women could learn to love their bodies and to see the beauty that is in them that is only magnified when you believe in yourself and love yourself. I don't care if you are 100 lbs. or 300lbs. you are beautiful and should love your body!

~These photo's are from Women En Large a lovely collection of nude photographs of large women by Laurie Toby Edison~

Lady Momsen?

Yea so I saw this very uncharacteristic photo of Lady GAGA and I had to take a double look cause for a minute I could have sworn it was goth inspired, barbie framed Taylor Momsen of Pretty Reckless and Gossip Girl. Do you see what I see? Or is it just me?

Things That Shape Me

Lyrics That Mean Everything & Nothing

Bon Iver – Blood Bank

Well I met you at the blood bank

We were looking at the bags

Wondering if any of the colors

Matched any of the names we knew on the tags

You said "see look that’s yours!

Stacked on top with your brother's

See how the resemble one another

Even in their plastic little covers"

And I said I know it well

That secret that you knew

But don't know how to tell

It fucks with your honor

And it teases your head

But you know that its good girl

Cause it’s running you with red

Then the snow started falling

We were stuck out in your car

You were rubbing both of my hands

Chewing on a candy bar

You said "'ain’t this just like the present

To be showing up like this"

AS a moon waned to crescent

We started to kiss And I said...

I know it well

That secret that we know

That we don't know how to tell

I'm in love with your honor

I'm in love with your cheeks

What's that noise up the stairs babe?

Is that Christmas morning creaks?

And I said I know it well

I know it well...

Fiona Apple – The Way Things Are

I wouldn’t know what to do with another chance

If you gave it to me

I couldn’t take the embrace of a real romance

It’d race right through me

I’m much better off the way things are

Much, much better off, better by far, by far

I wouldn’t know what to say to a gentle voice

It’d roll right past me

And if you chalk it up you’ll see I don’t really have a choice

So don’t even ask me

I’m much better off, the way things are

Much, much better off, better by far

So keep on calling me names, keep on, keep on

And I’ll keep kicking the crap till it’s gone

If you keep on killing, you could get me to settle

And as soon as I settle, I bet I’ll be Able to move on

How can I fight, when we’re on the same side?

Too Little, Too Late

I know what I know...

nothings set in stone

a smile can heal more than you'd think

you never really know anybody

even though we pretend to we never really give up

some people leave forever

sometimes you have to fall to feel alright

hearts don't think; they feel

a scar is just that a scar

love can't be erased

pain can't be forgotten

without our past we have no future

sticks and stones don't really hurt as much as words from a lover

we wouldn't know good if we didn't know bad &

The biggest life lessons are learned too late...

Not Your Average Art Show

AJ Fosik Art AboveDreamland of the bizzare...Intestinal American Art Above Outside Inside Art
This above piece is made of Pine Cones, Seeds and Rubber Bands, how cool is that!

The Still Point In The Turning World, I'm not sure why but I kinda love this!

Things That I Know Well

On a brighter note, things are looking up in the job hunting department for me so hopefully things follow through and then I can go wild on Christmas gifts for my family lol that's my favorite part about Christmas seeing my little cousins go crazy opening gifts. Last year i got all of them (5 cousins under 13) books and at first it was so funny cause they all did that "oh cool thanks jess" fake I love your gifts response lmao but when all the other presents were opened they all went back to the books and noticed that they were not normal books, they had games and pop ups and all kinds of cool stuff and then I saw that look in their eyes like okay this is pretty cool. I still beam when I think about it. I love books so it's best to get them while they're young and teach them books are cool lol!
I also put the Christmas tree up a few days ago and my cats are loving the tree skirt.

My new obsession, gallery glass; fairies, angels and dragons... I'm a kid at heart what can I say?

You'll Never Be Ready For This

I've mentioned the free masons and the Illuminati and other aspects of what's going on in the world in terms of swine flu and so on in one of my other blogs before but since I'm trimming the places I blog at and kinda reconstructing whats going to be on my remaining blogs I'm going to be putting more information as I learn it on here as well. The vast majority of people I come in contact with are clueless about the masons and all that the government is doing to enslave the human race. Over the last few months I've learned things about my country and the world... universe, I/we live in and it's essentially caused my mind to first explode and then expand because as much as we've been taught to believe and taught to ignore there is still so much more information available to us that you can never really prepare yourself for. Like the chemtrails and people controlling the weather about how a law has already been passed to ban the selling of vitamins and minerals it's just not being enforced yet. The government wants to force the population into submission and they want to dumb us down and kill us. You think it's a joke right... that I'm crazy and all these other people that believe it are crazy well trust me I wish that could be the case but truth is truth and unlike the masons and our government I don't want to force anything on anyone. All I want, all I hope for is that people start thinking for themselves and questioning things. Once you open your eyes to all that's really in front of you, you'll want the same thing for others.

The below video is very interesting and has some great photographic evidence and shows the difference between chemtrails and contrails, the only thing i ask that you over look is the stupid sequence with the hooded figures and the electronic music with the repeat voice overs by the women talking about fluffy clouds, that hurt the overall effect of the the video but it provides a lot of good information!



The video below is kinda long but well worth the watch when you have the time!

To do your own research and to see for yourself the mass amounts of information available you can go to http://blackworldorder.com/ and http://davidicke.com/ and you can also google and youtube words like free masons, illuminati, new world order and so on. Also true fact the top and botom photos were taken off a free mason website that is for it's positive message... go figure!

Artist of the Month: Archann

I just love his work, ever piece is so creative and explosive these are my favorite pieces but do check out his page and other works at: http://archann.deviantart.com/

True Story

Best Cover Ever?

Me Thinks so!

In case you haven't herd of Meghan Tonjes you need to check out her youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/user/tonjesml

One thing she does that I love is covers a new song every Tuesday and this Tuesday she did Bon Iver :) :) :) and she did a brilliant job!